fancy seeing you here

Happy New Year :P

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 04:11:13 GMT

Happy New Year..
if I could type in Chinese, I would...but I dunno how.

But imagine I wrote "xin nian kuai le, gong xi fa cai" etc. etc.

Mads...

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 02:33:03 GMT

Yea, yay. That was fun.

NO MOREEEEEEEE, NO MOREEEEEEEEEE, WAILINGGGGGGGGGGG

soon-ah will be done wit da troubles of da world...

my typed representation of Soon-Ah.

Hospitals

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 15:39:28 GMT

I hate hospitals. Maybe that's partly why I can't become a doctor.
But the atmosphere is..somber.
Especially when you're there to visit. Even if you know he/she's alright.
Seeing him/her lying there is unsettling.

I hate it. I hate it.

And I hate Newton South for its lack of political diversity and tolerance. But I suppose that it's rare to find such things right?

One More Update

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 01:46:28 GMT

Yes, just another update for the sake of updating...
and I'm NOT apply ED to you know where...

because me + ED = way to stressful and just fglsjfldsjfdsl.

Anyways, so..Emory has a funny story.
Some applicant got 29 letters of recommendations.
TWENTY NINE.
So say..you take six classes a year, that's 18.
And maybe you decide to add in your senior year people as well.
24.
Yea...
(coughs)

And I missing school on Monday..or at least in the morning.
I should stop procrastinating.

I will post..and read...good luck and whatnot.

Hello World!

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 01:33:30 GMT

Oh it's like a wordpress test blog. You probably don't get what I just said...

anyways, I exist.

That's all for now.

new AIM sn

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 22:06:25 GMT

I HAVE A LAPTOP, YAY!!!
But since I always save my passwords, I have no idea what the password for dreamydaydream (aim account) is...

what a perfect time for a new sn!!!!

sign0fwish -> add, DUH!
Or comment with your sn, and I'll add you.

Have I mentioned I really like laptops...muahaha, watching Asian dramas in my bed! *.*

Will we see each other ever again?

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 21:39:31 GMT

Please tell me yes!

A: AP American Gov (Murphy)
B: H Madrigals (Youngman)
C: AP Music Theory (Youngman) (m/b dropping!)
D: AP French (Merle)
E: 1st semester British Literature (Todd) / 2nd semester Horror Fiction (Daynard)
F: AP Physics C (Finn)
G: AP BC Calculus (Deutch)

Ah

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 22:55:28 GMT

Sorry, I've been...not updating.
Not that half of you care..

anyways, first day of school tomorrow. Ah, I don't want to go. I refuse. Let's...live in a hole, anyone up for it?

In other news, Donna has a random crush on this Asian acapella singer.
..
...
Go figure.

See a lot of you at school tomorrow...hmm.

Facebook me?

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 21:44:15 GMT

http://hs.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1238280422
yay! or nay!

I'll probably end up forgetting about it (like myspace) soon.
:) But add me, will ya?

Did I mention that I love my expression?

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 02:23:27 GMT

Well, going on the T (public transportation) during rush hour is a very interesting experience.

...

ugh

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 15:58:06 GMT

worst start to a birthday date ever.
College dreams are down the drain.

American Eagle Wishlist.
- *pretty please?*
It's okay, I know money doesn't grow on trees.

http://cards.webshots.com/bday.fcgi?fr=0 - my one ecard, *yay*

/end sarcasm.

*I don't want to take the fucking bus another year. I hate it, it's going to be so crowded and being a senior on a bus sucks ass.

S2 - Shopping - Bday

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 23:36:13 GMT

I really like S2 - it's really nice, even if you can't do anything with it without a paid account.
Um, I need a life - anyone willing to get me one?

I went shopping today. That was...expensive. Sales are a girl's best friend...and her wallet's worst friend.

It's true.

I will be 17 in t-2 days. *shock* That is scary, though most of you have already gone through it. So tell me how it is...being 17.

And I will drive once I get my insurance (oh insurance, where are you?).

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 02:04:17 GMT

Northwestern -http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/vicesofvirtues/album?.dir=/9b0are2
U. of Chicago - http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/vicesofvirtues/album?.dir=/1682re2
Other trip pics - http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/vicesofvirtues/album?.dir=7b40re2

NORTHWESTERN UNIVERSITY;
It's pretty nice, personally. Unfortunately when we went...it was rainly. Still very gorgeous. Right by the lake too!

Inside the food court-ish.

OMFG DDR! Yesss (I played two songs until I had to go)

UNIVERSITY OF CHICAGO;
From the sounds of it...they're...very academic. REALLY. Looks pretty though.

RANDOM PICS;
Because I take lots of pictures.
But there is over a hundred in the album. Heh. We took a tour and there are...a lot of buildings in Chicago.

Jamba Juice! Why doesn't Boston have one?

Chinatown logo symbol type thing - the food's not as good though.

I'm back

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 06:19:30 GMT

because you all knew I was away since the 25th.
I like Chicago...mainly, I like O'Hare airport.
I could live there...not quite, but I like its organization A LOT

I got my SAT II scores...o.O.
I did pretty crappy in math - no surprise there. I didn't study because people were freaking me out about chem.
Chem and French went pretty well.

So see how it's 2AM???
Our flight got delayed until 9ish (CT)..sooo, yes.
Will post pictures (cuz you care) later (well if you want to see Northwestern and U of Chicago)

!!!

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 23:28:35 GMT

Bother me about recommendations won't really help me in getting them...

you know how you always hear that kids do the opposite of what their parents tell them to do..
that applies so well to me and my dad...well in my mind.

Oh and I had the perfect job opportunity then my dad decides to suck, so he won't let me do it.
Back to job hunting *sighs*.

I made more icons (Alias and Charmed) posted here. Yay ♥

Have a lovely day!

Hmm

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 02:12:44 GMT

I got my ACTUAL license today.
Aka, I don't need my crappy, non colored temp piece of paper anymore; I have my lovely, colorful under 21 license that uniquely is long rather than wide.

Anyways..my pictures's crap, but did I mention it's my license?

Celebrated Father's Day...didn't turn out exactly as I had planned, but everyone was happy in the end. That's the important part.

And right now I'm listening to a French song. It's actually REALLY nice.

Oh, I finished my icon frenzy for Harry Potter [COS].

00	00	00

You should go here and stare at them.
And maybe comment.

AND, I didn't go completely crazy over Draco..weird, huh?

Picture Post

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 21:05:29 GMT

Pictures are fun :).
I got my TEMPORARY license today...the real one be here in a week or so, yay.

Skirts are fun because you can frolick in them.

Sara being so beautiful and...Sara-ish.

About 370 icons in my photobucket...but that's not all of them.
Haha.

How fun to paint..if only I could paint.

Yeah, Marie sure can paint.

This past Friday. We're waiting for someone so we can go to lunch.

Margot! I'm gonna miss her, off to college :(

Me with the stereotypical myspace shot. Heh.

Oh..and sample icons:

teehee...icons :D.

How time flies...

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 13:53:42 GMT

It's funny how the smallest things can make you feel so much older, so much more independent.

[Yesterday] Went to Fresh City and saw XMEN 3 with Asians. Thank goodness for being juniors WITH cars.

As of 7:50AM this morning, I have my license.
But my dad for some reason is procrastinating getting insurance until after my birthday...damn.

Well at least I have my license!

The more I think about it...

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 20:43:27 GMT

...the more I get depressed just thinking of what society has become.

Maybe I shouldn't be so cynical...but it seems as if being open-minded, communication is like an illusion.
A very convincing and comforting one.

Is it human nature to disagree? Is it human nature to desire knowledge?
Or is that an idea fabricated so we justify the way we shun those who are "more stupid" or the wars that take away so many lives.

And then, is there a point to udnerstanding this? I want to just enjoy life - because I mostly believe that's the goal...but while there are so many suffering, I don't think I can enjoy life to the fullest.

If only I could live life from another perspective...I would understand it so much more.

Wait...again?

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 23:11:51 GMT

The subject has nothing to do with this entry.
Though I suppose it's fitting.

I truly don't understand what's so wrong with same-sex marriages. Though I suppose I'm speaking to (mainly) liberals, you might be able to understand somewhat where those opposing same-sex marriages stand. I don't. At all.

For some other controversial topics such as abortion, I can understand others' perspectives extremely well. Maybe that's due to the fact that I'm somewhat conservative on that issue..., I don't know.
But when it comes to same-sex marriages, I suppose I'm ignorant to the opposing perspective. I don't understand how people can claim that it would destroy the sanctity of marriage when people are waking up in the morning finding themselves married to some random ass bar stalker. Have we all forgotten the Britney Spears scandal so quickly? I think that a 50 hours or so long marriage is much more detrimental to the holiness of marriage than having equal marriage opportunities to all.

Some argue that the homosexual lifestyle is not monogamous...well, can you really tell me that no heteros are cheating bastards? Hah...and do we have to go over the fact that you cannot judge a group in whole? Haven't we been through this issue for quite some time concerning other oppressed people?

Understandably, people will disagree with it. It's ALMOST human nature to disagree on things. But the idea of the "28th amendment" against same-sex marriage is just ridiculous to my ears. I cannot believe President Bush is STILL pushing for this. If you don't agree with it, fine. Don't do it. But their marriages have no effect on sanctity. How does someone else's actions that literally may be on the other side of the country have anything to do with the holiness of your marriage? One should cherish love and marriage if one wants to preserve its holiness; one should not be attacking others who just want the same thing that you have been given without doubt all the time.

There's a reason there's separation of church and state. Though it's not always effective...and really our history does not reflect too well on that, we should at least attempt to not mix the two. Why? Religion is obviously a set of beliefs..but these beliefs are different for everyone and what right do we have to force our own ideas of morality onto others?

And now I'm wondering can people really be "open-minded." If you "understand" someone's POV but you don't agree with it, are you really understanding how they see things or do you just think you do?

But all of this just comes down to: how can we live together when everything seems to be biased (at least to me)? If we all believe in different morals - who's to say who's right or who's wrong?

Who would've known...

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 18:38:52 GMT

how amazing it feels to be done with SATIIs...

even though I (kinda) bombed math 2. I didn't study NEARLY enough and basically..I suck at logs. I haven't done them in ages.
And there were some weird Qs on it.

French was fine; I probably should've left more blank, but it really wasn't that hard. The most difficult section was reading comprehension because basically, it's the end of the test and I just didn't feel like comprehending French people, ya know?

Chem wasn't nearly as bad as I expected. Seriously, Barrons freaked me out so much and while I was taking it, I was just...surprised.
Barely any on nuclear and organic chem. Studied so much for organic..didn't study enough on lab.

Oh well. What's done is done (who would've known)

Now, I'm off to do some derivating and cheming aka math and chem).

I'm alive

Tue, 30 May 2006 21:29:50 GMT

I took a hiatus for a couple days.

AKA, I had shitloads of work to do...but I procrastinated a lot (did do a lot Monday, I suppose!)

so...
a tiny hiatus from webness (but not for some iconness ^_^) until June 2434343..or whenever school ends.

Ahh..less than a month, that's crazy.

TO DO LIST

- ~~reschedule road test~~
- return my overdue library books
- study for SAT Subjects:
Math 2
~~French~~
Chem (or maybe US History or Math 1?) hehe..
- Die.

Hopefully the dying won't be happening anytime soon (then again, that would relieve a lot of stress o.O )

Anyways, hope everyone has a nice day - I'm sorry I haven't been commenting.

(and I really need to make that icon for you Townsend :) )

Help Me?

Tue, 23 May 2006 21:42:07 GMT

Procrastinating...
so I just made a layout for ONE section (yes, it'll be layout per section o.O)
Tell me how it looks. (Full size is linked)

http://i21.photobucket.com/albums/b297/nons3nsical/layout-about.jpg

the thumbnail kinda makes it look worse..one of the textures is significantly more visible.
edit: the layout's been sorta changed..another's added.
Do these really suck that much?

Photos: foto_decadent (♥ this community).

We are still innocent

Tue, 23 May 2006 00:08:46 GMT

Expect rambling in the next few days, Calvin...
and lots of it.

I've discovered that my singing range must be very close to Sarah Mclachlan's...

just thought you should know.

websites are a part of me.

Thanks Jo for the hosting, you're awesome :). ♥

Yeah, don't bother me about the coding or whatever. I just wanted to throw something up there.

the sun comes out...

Sun, 21 May 2006 23:24:02 GMT

and the story ends.

Idealism is the catalyst to all progress

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
the wound that would not heal
it's the bitter taste of losing everything
that i have held so dear.

does anyone want to be my thinking buddy? AKA, listen to me ramble when I'm "thoughtful?"